Sugar Bowl 2009

Can I get a WOOT WOOT!!!!! Damn my boys were tearin up Bama!! 21-0 in the firs quarter! Come on now Bama did you really think that we would let you come in and roll over us! Utah is the MOST unrated team in the league! People sayin "well ya you can go undefeated when you play bad teams like Utah State, Weber State, etc.." but um... HELLO even Florida played crappy teams!! Utah ROLLED Alabama and they were #1 for 5 weeks!!! Utah just didnt get lucky! That is so played out!! How you gunna tell me that Utah got 3 times in the first 12 minutes of the game! Please playa NO ONE is that lucky!! Utah has a lot of talent and FINALLY people can see that. It's so nice to read all the articles with people backing up Utah in how they should be the National Champs even though it wont change the status. The coaches poll is another thing! I vote for Utah!! WAY TO GO WHIT!!! At least ONE coach in the league was using his brain!

All I can say is that Utah is a force to be reckoned with and now everyone knows! To my loving BYU friends.... HOW BOUT THEM UTES BABY!!!!! Nothing but LOVE!

Of course we had to have a lil shindig at the house for the game. That was an AMAZING night! before, during and after the game!!! LOL

To bad I only pictures before the game started! I was too involved during the game to even think about pictures! LOL

Grandpa

As most of you already know my grandpa died 2 weeks ago. It has been one of the hardest losses that

I have ever experienced. I had to speak at his funeral but what the hell do you say, right...

so I wrote this poem and hoped that I did my grandpa justice..

When I was young I used to ask you
Did Mother Goose know Dr. Seuss?
Why did the woman live in a shoe?
How could a cow jump over the moon?
and Why did the dish run away with the spoon?

You watched me makes mistakes,
That you had made before,
And that way you could hold me tight
And love us that much more.

It breaks my heart to lose you
But you didn’t go alone
A part of me went with you
The day God called you home.

John Wayne can now be happy
For his missing link is found
You are his perfect partner
To a better place you're bound

I’m gunna love you forever
Will always be in my head
From Singing on our road trips
Like Randy Travis said.

I know you could not stay another day
To protect, laugh, work or play
But know that I am strong
And I'll make sure grandma is ok

I’ll always be your sugarplum
Your girl, the only one
You were always there for me,
through the hard times and the fun

I know you won’t be here
To see me walk down the aisle
But watching me from Heaven
With your great big loving smile

Your parting has left a void
but I’ll fill it with remembered joy.
My grandpa’s laugh, a poke, a kiss
These are things I’ll truly miss.

I knew that you were suffering
knew you were in pain
I knew that you would never
Get well on earth again.

Death leaves a void
that no one can ever fill
but love leaves a memory
that no one can ever steal

I love you grandpa

Goodbye to 2008

Another year gone... 2008 was a crazy year for us! There was so much that went on 12 months its crazy. It was full of joy and heartbreak.

I went to work for new company, sold my house and moved to a condo, broke up with Edem, started talking to new guys...stopped talking to new guys... started talking to new again...Obama was elected president, Kaija learned to ride a bike without training wheels, kept my personal company alive after being betrayed, lost my grandpa to a stroke, Utes went undefeated in the regular season and then won the Sugar Bowl against Bama and these are only a few highlights! I have felt to many damn emotions in one year but at the end of the year Kaija and I healthy and doing well.

Life is unpredictable and Each day is unknown. You never can tell if he will love you forever, if you will ever get your big break or if you will be able to fight cancer or any other life claiming disease. I DO know that we can go through life in love, in pain, in sorrow and joy and Its ok to cry and its ok to be happy. Doesn't matter what terrible thing you think you have done you have to forgive yourself and be happy.

2009 is bound to be great! Living each day older and wiser...

Families are truly together forever...